Chapter 5 of my book: I just finished the second re-write. Every day I wonder why I wrote this book in the first place and why I bought the publication of it.
The struggle to write this book is made more difficult by an onslaught of negativity that seems to come from everywhere. I would liken it to a vampire invasion. There are creeping people I would call the Ego eaters and not the kind of ego eaters that purify you for a life of spiritual joy. These are feeders blowing up their own shabby egos at the expense of others. I wish I could move to a place where there are no ego eaters. My ego is starving and I know the best place to be is above it, but that is easier said than done.